still up in the air 

2 november aftershock

Lyin’ sack of shit war mongering corporate shmohead. President Bush.
A gravy sucking pig if ever there was one.
A nation of pinheads is what we have, or at least half a nation.
Grrrrrrr. I feel really mad, sad, disappointed…. Not truly surprised.
11:40am on 3 Nov. just listened to Kerry and Edwards’s concession speech
and obligatory attempts at signing out w/ a positive spin.
“God bless America” said Kerry.
We’re going to need it sez me! Okay, we need a ray of hope.
Spent a couple of hours last night among like-minded friends and
there was some hope early in the evening.
Went to bed w/o much hope. Woke up w/o much hope. Tuned in the radio.
Some say it’s time to start building bridges. To where? The moderate zone?
I feel like the whole just got deeper or is it that the ladder got steeper?
I spend my time/energy trying to stay positive and know that I have to strive to be happy and do good work in the world now more than ever.